Commitment

There comes a time in life when I think you have to ask yourself what the heck are you doing? Are you where you wanted to be and doing what you wanted to do? If you can say yes, great. If not, you have to ask yourself why not and what can you do to change that? At this point in my life I have to say no. I’m slowly trying to make some changes. I have joined a program to help me learn how to eat correctly, and I’m attempting to exercise more. Slowly but surely those changes are helping, but I can’t help but feel I need to do more. Hubby is close to getting his Bachelor’s Degree. I’m not. I know it’s good for me and for my future but I have such a hard time committing. In fact, I think I have a hard time committing to just about anything. I really think that’s the behavior I need to change, but I am just not sure how to do it. Where do you find the “know how” for something so big? Is it a matter of just setting your mind to it and doing it? I’m not sure that I believe that because I feel I’ve done that in the past. Then again, maybe I didn’t truly set my mind to it. Is there a way that you can be taught to commit? Is there some class you can take? If not, how do you dig down deep and find that “thing” that so many others seem to have but you can never find?