It's surprising how many persons go through life without ever recognizing that their feelings toward other people are largely determined by their feelings toward themselves, and if you're not comfortable within yourself, you can't be comfortable with others.
Sydney J. Harris, 1917-1986
American Journalist
I sit here and wonder if you think about me. Do you wonder if I think about you? I do. Every day. I think about all of the time we've missed together. I think about the things I wish I could have been there for. I think about the things I really want to say to you. I wonder pretty much all of the time if I'll ever have the chance and if I do if you'd want to listen. If I do ever get that chance I won't offer excuses. Just apologies. I owe that to you. More than anything I want you to know that I love you. That never changed despite the circumstances. I can only hope that you somewhere deep down feel the same. I wonder what you look like and how much you've changed. I wonder what interests you have in life. I wonder what your plans are for the future. I wonder if you have a special someone and if she is good to you. I hope that eventually I have the chance to look into your eyes and tell you all of these things in person. I hope that you get the chance to know the person I am now and not the person I'm sure you've been told and probably think I am. I want you to know that despite what you may think I will always be there for you. I love you.
Instead of judging, start accepting yourself
with all the imperfections, all the frailties,
all the mistakes, all the failures.
Don't ask yourself to be perfect.
That is simply asking something impossible,
and then you are feeling frustrated.
You are a human being.
Osho, 1931-1990
Indian Spiritual Teacher
